I don't know how to be alive anymore.
My steps feel like my first. I'm clumsy and unsure.
Fussing, like a baby, I'm frustrated and unsettled.
My body aching as it stretches outwards towards something it wants.
My eyes see it all again, for the first time.
I am more alive. I am, in a way, reborn.
The world once again new. A spectacle to behold.
But I don't know how to live in it.